forget-me-not

    i follow their priv, and his bio says "dead" and their last tweet was "gonna break my streak Imao” and ghoul's pinned says that its their “goodbye” and i'm trying to contact him, but it's been 7hrs since they posted it

    hurt me. i wanna feel your hate, i dont wanna get hurt by your words anymore.

    you cause me so much pain but i do not mind since its coming from you. i have a hate for you, it doesnt make much sense but i know it sparks from jealousy. i think of you when i listen to the songs you recommended me, imaginging that its me who you think about when you hear those songs. its just a foolish thought, of course. i know you are gonna one day snap and hate me, it always happens. id rather suffer in silence than have you know and hate me forever. you damn scorpios can hold grudges after death, and i love that about you.

    https://youtu.be/RtWUX61A8 (reena)
    https://youtu.be/k3ZeUL4fRyk (Santeria)
    https://youtu.be/ZyRlqfBNOk (dont break me)
    https://youtu.be/tKCESyMo0    A (amphetamine)
    https://youtu.be/Wfs5B-x7YvU (fine day)
    https://youtu.be/VWQgaUzoPI (quick attack)
    https://youtu.be/sVt1Dy    LblQ (flaggpole sitta)
    https://youtu.be/IF-e1zcM1dQ (counterfeit sky)
    https://youtu.be/_FQqAAedVeQ (graduatie)
    https://youtu.be/k2GHj5jzzj0 (in circles)